XUEQIN
16~17
loves HEBE
NORTHLAND PRI
PEIRCE SEC
INNOVA JC
SKY BLUE
pinkdolphin92@hotmail.com

ZHAOMIN!
YIQI!
HOWE!
HUIXUAN!
WEIFEN!
PEIQIN!
PAM!
KERMIN!
LIHUI!
Jasmine(cute)
Chengni
1e2=)
Seahhui
Qixiang
Shijun
Felicia
0912B=)
Renkai
Shuting
Basthian
Sofiana
Wenqi
nadia
shi hong
jin hui
fatin
khai jhin
Danial

November 2005 December 2005 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 August 2007 September 2007 November 2007 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009

Went Pulau Tekong for ARMY visit today!!!!!




i guess fun is the answer.
well i still hate camp!
BUT
not because of the environment, toilets, meals, accomodations,....
but
because i hate to start each every camp because till the end,
i never wanted it to end
i never wanted to go home
i never wanted to say goodbye
i want to spend more time together
even if it is the slightest thing together,
i would miss them all
because this would be the first and last camp together
but all i can do now i cherish the rest of the time together

i hate JC
because it's only 2 years
i was afriad that people may think that 2 years is short and disregard the friendship built during this 2 years
i don want it to end like this
i want everything to go on even if we have leave the school

the hardest words are actually the words we say everyday: goodbye...

the closest friend are actually the ones that hurts you the most and the most easily
because they know you the most
because you love them
because you trust them the most
because you don want to think wrongly of you
but without these hurtings.. how are you going to grow up

Stories? i've heard many...
so have you...
but why do people change just because they hear stories
well it's because of how the stories is being conveyed, being read out
because, from the teller you can feel that he'd regretted and that he
do not want us to walk his footsteps. it's all the emotions included that made us decide
not the mere story
the same story can be told a thousand times
but when it is being told by a person who cares and never want us to follow his footsteps
it easily made you understand and believe and be determined to change.

Campfire rocks totally! =))



Regretted?!
Obiviously
i shouldn't have said anything
i should have solve it earlier
or maybe i shouldn't have let anyone know
i don need an answer
all i need is just support
or the least; just a listening ear for me to vent my anger
i've never think that way
it's just what you said had made me misinterpreted what you meant
told me: why can't you just find a way not to hate him yourself and not let us think of it for you.
i don know what it meant
it seemed like you hate it when i say things about him to you.
you don know what he is capable of
i was afriad that he had gave you the wrong perception about things
whch he is capable of doing that.
i know he's telling you alot of things
thats why i'm wary

i trust you
i know you're doing things

but
i guess the only answer is time
it's the same as forgetting someone that you've like for a year
time is my only answer
i didn't think you were with him
i just thought that he had given you the wrong idea
to let you think that i'm actually hiding my feelings
i know you're always with me.

please just let me say things myself...

i blame myself for mistaking your perception and intention
i wanted to say sorry after solving it
but time and gatherings had prevented me from doing so

i should have just told you earlier
i thought that you were already vexed enough because of him
i didn't want to trouble you
i want to solve it alone

it's okay now.

i just want to say i love you
and because of that i never want to lose you
i'm afraid to lose you
i don want anyone to destroy this relationship even if
it is by a little
i don want
not at all.

it's okay. really just disregard me. everything is all fine right now.
concentrate on him dear.

the problem with us is that we always hide things from each other

i'm sorry really sorry



I'M AN IDIOTIC ASSHOLE!
THANKS.
THANKS.
THANKS.
I'M SO ENDING THIS!...
SORRY.
SORRY.
SORRY



i saw!
and i saw!
hahaha! and woah!
hahaha!
but...
it's okay...

i played soccer today!!!
it's been so so so long since i kicked a ball so hard!
hahaha!!! it was super fun!!!!
hahahaha i love it!
all the screamings runnings jumpings clappings!
and most of all laughings!!!! it's super fun!

i still remember how 4e3 used to play soccer!!!!
and i still remember how oh teng how kicked the soccer ball onto my tummy!
haha! i was so shocked and ouch! hahaha
and that stupid kahming went round shouting something!....
hahaha! haix! memories! they're wonderful!

i realise i love soccer too!
haha i want to play basketball!!!!

it was damn fun! because of a sole reason! haha =)


















Well. maybe this is how i felt.
it's all mixed up.
nonchalent, indifferent, ignorance
because
i don't know.

`i've gotten all these from yiqi --> waiping --> following

i'm sorry.
i had to let it out.
it was just like that deja vu.
which i fear the most.

then tellme where are my rights to love.

all because you lied!
i didn't know the whole story though
i said nothing
i merely answered what i knew
you didn't say anything either
i really really hate _____!
you have no rights to blame.
i'm sorry.

tell me why whenever i really had fun, i had to pay a painful price which was triple of that happiness....

i always believed that life is beautiful; life is amazing; i love life

but today i had to say this

my life was devastingly destoryed at this point.



Information doesn't match!



I HAD HELL LOADS OF FUN YESTERDAY!